Thursday, October 20, 2005

gone

i have packed it all ... again. Michigan! here i come! I cannot wait to start, there is something big in the air, i can feel it. Anyhow I will be gone. But expect to hear big things from me when i return to blogger.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Hole

i think that i have something permanently lodged in my throat
or perhaps i have a gaping wound that is leaking into my chest cavity
the pressure is astonishing
breathing is painful
eating is not an option
i would give anything to see a doctor
anything but money that i don't have
but the physical is only my first option

i think that i have something permanently lodged in my brain
or perhaps i have a gaping wound that is leaking into my chest cavity
the pressure is astonishing
breathing is painful
eating is not an option
i would give anything to see him again
anything but my heart that i don't have
but the emotional is only one option

i think that i have something permanently lodged in my soul
or perhaps i have a gaping wound that is leaking into my chest cavity
the pressure is astonishing
breathing is painful
eating is not an option
i would give anything to see nothing more
anything but my dreams that i can't have
but the spiritual is only one option

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Great Finds


So my sisters and I went dress shopping again! It was quite an enjoyable experience as was anticipated. And of course there were some great finds! Tina and I actually agreed on a dress (and Whit likes it too!)! We even all like the color (further awe and amazement!). So if all goes as planned I get to wear this absolutely fantastic gown next August 12th! Yippeee! I love pretty dresses. I love trying them on and twirling about in them and I love how much fun can be had in one evening of dressing up for a date that is months away! When all is said and done with this entire wedding experience I am going to have mountains of pictures and memories. I am having such a good time already, and it only gets better from here.

Whitney also found a great dress as did her shopping companion (a girl from her dorm at school) coincidentally they like the same dress. They really can't help the fact that they both have great taste can they? We had so much fun. It was particularly of interest that we got to tease Whit so much about her shrinking figure...Anorexia must just run in the family. ;) *tsk tsk* To prove otherwise she insisted that we go out to eat after shopping. And we were thus deemed "the pancake girls" at IHOP. It was most entertaining and they really do have fantastic coffee, which is the reason that I am still up and bouncing about the internet. Good times! Good times!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I do

Do you ever go through moments in life...

by moments I mean periods of days or weeks or months... That may come fleetingly and leave just as quickly, that are graceful, and flighty... But real, and true, and steadfast, and pure.


do you ever experience moments in life where you believe...

by believe I mean strongly, deeply, and devotedly convicted...Not wishfully but risk-taking, oath-giving, life-altering, trust.


do you ever live moments in life where you believe that you can do anything?

by anything I mean limitless, boundless, beyond your wildest dreams, beyond what you can ask or imagine, just say it and you can do it, just think it and it will be, just dream it and watch it come to pass.


I do.