Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Hole

i think that i have something permanently lodged in my throat
or perhaps i have a gaping wound that is leaking into my chest cavity
the pressure is astonishing
breathing is painful
eating is not an option
i would give anything to see a doctor
anything but money that i don't have
but the physical is only my first option

i think that i have something permanently lodged in my brain
or perhaps i have a gaping wound that is leaking into my chest cavity
the pressure is astonishing
breathing is painful
eating is not an option
i would give anything to see him again
anything but my heart that i don't have
but the emotional is only one option

i think that i have something permanently lodged in my soul
or perhaps i have a gaping wound that is leaking into my chest cavity
the pressure is astonishing
breathing is painful
eating is not an option
i would give anything to see nothing more
anything but my dreams that i can't have
but the spiritual is only one option