Tuesday, February 01, 2005

enjoyable

God really is good. That's not just something to say or to hope in. It's true. I have been praying about all of this junk in my life, but not in the "throw my fleece on the ground" sort of way. I have really just been content to give it away. I guess I finally realized that I am not as special as I thought, I mean, maybe this is the plan. Not only have I miraculously become o.k. with that, but life has been genuine. I don't feel numb and overwhelmed. I don't entertain the questions. I realize now that it is time to pursue something in my life.