Monday, June 20, 2005

i HATE myself!

i have never felt so sorry for myself. the truth is i know i deserve this. the truth is i lie. the truth is i thought i was doing the right thing. the truth is i should have kept my mouth shut, even if he did already know. the truth is i will never have what i most desperately want. i am the flesh-and-blood personification of the handmaiden.

may i die young.