Going Home
I am pleased to announce that I am going home, o, so shortly. I will be going back on Friday. I went shopping in DeKalb last weekend and it just reminded me or how anxious I am to get back.However, there are always drawbacks. All day I was really worried that I was going to run into Javier. It was craziness. I was literally making myself nauseous. And I kept thinking, "why in the world do I feel so stressed about this?" I gave it some thought and this is what I came up with.
I treated Javier terribly when I ended things with him. Granted I still think that I made the right decision, however, I went about it entirely wrong, and now I feel extremely guilty. I don't want to see him because I should have never been so excessively rude. I said that I was going to talk to him after I read his letter and I never did. He heard me out and I did not offer him the same courtesy. Rude. I am very rude. All guys should take mental note for their own preservation: Avoid trisha like the plague. I advise against getting too close.
posted by Trisha @ 1:10 PM
