Sunday, October 10, 2004

Jealous

Today, I was totally overcome with a wave of jealousy. It was so very unexpected. It is quite disturbing because I can find no real root or cause for that brief flare up. Its not that she is bad...its just that she's not right. Not that I know what "right" is. ...see what I mean...its a classic case of jealousy. How embarrassing. I need to get over this quick. It has the potential to destroy more than one friendship ... five the way that I count it. Ick. Alright I am done. It has been given over to God and I can say, without a reservation, that I am alright with the whole thing. Whew. That was a little too close. I need to step back.